This is where I got my start in interracial himili

This is where I got my start in interracial himiliI've been reading a few stories on here, and thought I'd share one. Now this happened a long time ago, in 2005, when I had a studio apartment, so my story is all from memory.There were only about 5 of us drinking, we were all young then, we were all in our mid 20s. 2 black guys, me, and 2 very attractive women. We weren't drunk yet, although I was feeling it a little. It was pretty early in the night. All of a sudden 1 of the women says, "whoever wants a blowjob, raise their hand" I was thinking WTF, but raised my hand, along with the 2 other dudes. She looked at the other girl and asked if she dared her. They were both giggling like Catholic school girls. She motioned us over to the other end of my apartment, rested her beer on the only table I had, (without a coaster mind you, so there were rings from the beer, but who cares, I was getting head, or so I thought) and got on her knees. She told us all to pull out our cocks. Let me just say I remember very clearly, that the one black guy's cock must've been about 9 or 10 inches long- and that was just flaccid. The other black guy's was pretty unimpressive. If I remember it was probably around 6 inches or so. Still alot bigger than my 4 incher. But when you're intoxicated, or buzzed a bit, you tend let go of your inhibitions, so I didn't care that I had a 4 inch pencil dick, I pulled it out. When she seen the huge guy's cock it's like her eyes rotated into her head. She had a smile on her face from cheek to cheek. I was totally flaccid, and my dick looks like a baby's penis, and it didn't help I was drunk. She seen mine and laughed...alot.The hot girl concentrated on the huge black cock, and occasionally sucking the other guy's cock. She really didn't even look at mine, just paid me service by using 2 fingers to give me a handjob. I was so livid and humiliated. The thing is I don't even recall that guy getting erect at all. She was just sucking on a limp cock, albeit a 9 inch or so limp cock!The hung guy shot his load pretty fast, and she swallowed it all. (he had to be semi-erect) She continued sucking his cock, even after he came, I guess to make sure he emptied. She smiled at him, and asked if she could go home with him. Next she fully concentrated on the other guy's cock. She stopped and said the stereotypes are true, that black guys are bigger, and she looked at my pencil dick and laughed. I was unbelievably hard, even after being humiliated, so I think I liked it deep down inside. She wrapped her hand around my cock, but laughed that she couldn't fit all of her fingers on it. To be honest, she was a pretty tall lady, with big hands. I'll never forget how she had perfectly manicured fingernails, they had white polish- I remember as clear as day. I think this is where my handjob fetish originated. I always try to have my current girlfriend get white polish on her fingernails when she gets a manicure.She sucked the other guy's cock viciously, she stopped only to say how she now loves black cock, and her boyfriend doesn't even compare. O yea, it turns out she did have a boyfriend, and they broke up shortly after and she only dated black guys. Last I remember she had a bi racial k**, but was a single mom. I haven't spoken to her in years, but that's neither here nor there. I also haven't spoken to the 2 other dudes in years either.Anyway, back to my story. He came in a short while, and again she swallowed it. After both guys went to the other side of the room and drank more beer, she finally focused on my cock. She said to me that she couldn't believe I was so hard. She said my cock was really cute, but could never satisfy her, or any woman. And then she humiliated me really badly- she called the other woman over to see how small and skinny my cock was. The other girl covered her mouth and said OMG. The woman jerking me said that even her boyfriend was bigger, and she said he has a small dick. She laughed uncontrollably and sat back down on the sofa. I was utterly destroyed; degraded and shamed. But why the hell was I still rock hard?She wrapped her palm around it, with her pinky and index finger sticking out, so she was using her 2 beautifully manicured fingers to jerk me off. She never sucked me though, I would remember that! She kept saying that she wants my little white dick to cum. At the time, again, I felt so humiliated; berated. But this is how my interracial obsession to humiliation began.I finally burst after having her soft hands caressing my cock for so long. (When you are drunk or buzzed, I notice it takes a while to cum) It was hardly anything, and she just said "o." She got up, got her beer, and went over and sat between the 2 black guys.I've grown to love this memory, as I have a pretty steady girl now, and don't do this blowbang stuff anymore. Not that I wouldn't, I just haven't asked my girl's opinion and didn't have the opportunity. Plus, being in our upper 30s, we just aren't party a****ls anymore.Again, this is all from my memory, and I recalled it exactly as I remember. Good times!