First Gay Tendencies

First Gay TendenciesI was always as straight as they come. I play cards, watch football on the weekend with my pals, and love big titted porn. My beautiful wife herself has humongous natural breasts, and I?ve had a lot of fun with them over the years. Now I?ve asked her many times if she?d have a threesome with another woman. She always told me ?Only if we have a threesome with another guy first?. I would say ?That?ll never happen?. But life is strange.Lately, our sexlife has been a bit dull. During the past several years, we only had sex a few times a month. And I sometimes have problems staying erect. Not that I?m unattracted to her, I am very much. When I get a glimpse of those huge tits in a bra, I just want to rip them out and start sucking. But because of my limpness, she questions her own attractiveness. Maybe that?s why she doesn?t want to have sex with me? I told her ?I can see a doctor, and get a prescription for viagra?. She shot back ?It?s unnatural and unhealthy for you. And I don?t want you, knowing you really don?t feel like having sex with me?. I pleaded over and over ?I do want you! You are my MILF?! But to no avail, she would not give in.The thing is, she no longer wanted to give oral. She was a far cry from what she used to be like. Our first years together, she was my own personal cum slut. She fucked my brains out, almost everyday. But nowadays, I begin to wonder, if she?s attracted to me anymore? Does she even still like men? I was suspicious one evening after we watched a film, with a super hot lesbian scene towards the end. When it finished, I went out for a cigarette, and had noticed the bathroom light had turned on. Then I heard a thumping sound from inside. From the window, through a crack between the closed inside blinds, I could clearly see my wife going to town on her wet vagina. She was leaning her butt against the bathroom sink with one leg on the bathtub, and thoroughly pleasuring herself. I thought ?Cool! Maybe this was going to be my lucky night?? But when I finished my smoke, I found her already in bed. I sat down next to her and grabbed one breast. Then she said ?Don?t touch me?. I explained I had seen her masterbate, and asked why she didn?t come to me? She denies it to this day, that I caught her, especially after we watched that lesbian scene.So one day while my wife was out, I felt like watching ?Big Natural Tit? porn. I found a stream which would suit my needs, and was soon stroking. This actress was perfect, similar to the way my wife in so many ways. I loved how she began by sucking her own tits, they way my wife used to do. The scene soon escalated, and I felt like I would soon explode. I couldn?t wait until she started riding the well built actor. I wanted to see those huge melons bouncing so badly. But as soon as they started fucking, the camera angle focused on his hairy balls and asshole. It went on for two or three minutes. And then, I just went limp. And I couldn?t get it back. It was so depressing.So I decided to take a stroll through a park, close to where we live. As I walked, all I could think about was that I?d have to be content for the rest of my life watching porn, and dependent on the few times a month we have sex. And that?s if it would even work. Just then two young guys walked by me, maybe in their early twenties. The one looked at me with a huge smile, like we knew each other or something. But then I quickly understood, it was a look of passion, the way my wife used to look at me. I thought ?Ok. No big deal?. It?s happened to me before. More often in my younger days. But it?s flattering. Then I sat down on a bench and again thought about my deminishing sex life. Then the two, pulled out a blanket and sat down on the grass not far from me. Then they took off their shirts. I thought, lucky guy, the one who smiled at me. He was toned, six pack abs and all. But the two started to argue, and not long afterwards, the other one stormed off. Maybe it because his friend flirted with me. Jealousy has its ways. I took out my my phone and found a text from my wife. She was at a cafe with old girlfriends, and they decided to go out to lunch. She was going to be a while. I wrote back ?No problem. Take your time?. The next thing I knew, that young guy who smiled at me sat down on my bench. There were even three empty ones close by. ?Excuse me? he asked. ?I?m in an awkward situation. I?m from out of town and don?t have any money. And my ride just left. If you could spare some cash so I could get home, I would gladly transfer the money back to you?. I kind of laughed at first, but then I felt sympathetic towards him. After all, his friend left him hanging, probably because of me. And he looked sincere, like he actually would pay me back. I thought about it a moment, and said ?Why not? This is my good deed for the day. But I left my wallet at home. It?s not far?. So here he was standing in our living room, just smiling at me in a mischievous kind of way. His still had his shirt off, and I couldn?t help glancing from time to time. As I handed him the money, he thanked me and wrote down his address. He then said ?I knew that I could come to you. You just have that look?. ?What look?? I asked him. ?You like nice, like your a good person. And I really like older guys. I mean really?. The way he looked at me, it was pure lust. He was staring at my crotch, as his faced winced while his mouth slowly opened. I somehow felt it was appropriate to look at him back. ?You?ve got really nice abs? I said. ?Do you want to touch them?? he asked.Of course, my wife came home early that afternoon. As she walked through the front door, there I was pounding this young stud?s ass, while I was vigorously stroking his stiff cock. I didn?t even hear her come in, as I had his head turned so I could stick my tongue down his throat while I fucked him. He just tasted so good, I was ready to cum. I pulled out of him and made him kneel. My cock was big and hard, sticking straight in the air for all to see. It was like I was twenty years old again. And then I came into his mouth, just as I noticed my wife. ?What the fuck are you doing?? she yelled out. But I couldn?t stop. It was the best orgasm I had had in years. I could faintly make her out in the background as she continued on. ?I go out once in a blue moon, and you couldn?t wait for me to leave. You went right out, and picked some random young stud up, just so you could butt fuck him in my living room?. But I made him finish, licking up every last drop. And then he stood before we passionately cum kissed, right in front of her. We had a lengthy discussion, well into the evening. She told me she was disgusted with me, and that she never wanted me to touch her again. I apologized over and over. At some point she got up and went into the kitchen. She grabbed a bottle of wine and just went into our bedroom before locking the door. As I finished preparing for a long, sleepless night on the sofa, there she was, standing naked in the hallway. She slurred out ?You wanna watch gay porn together?? I smiled and asked ?Really??