15th July 2018 - after argument with hubby

15th July 2018 - after argument with hubbyAfter me and sissy spoke, I felt so overloaded with my emotions that I felt like I needed a release. I knew one of my gf was at the local pub so I decided to meet her.I arrived and walked past a group of guys, we made eye contact and i smiled at him and he smiled back.I went to my gf and we were talking. A short while later the group of guys came over and they knew some of my gf's friends. We made eye contact again.I asked anyone if they wanted a cigarette, my gf said yes and so did he. We all went for a fag and sat down in the outside area. My gf got a call so decided to take it and walked away from us. He asked me if I was single, I told him I was very recently separated. He asked me if I was looking for a rebound, I looked at him and said yes and asked him if he was looking for a girl on the rebound and he said if it was me he wouldn't say no.He told me that a few of them were gona go back to his and i could join them if I wanted to. I said I'll see. It isn't something that I would do but this wasn't a normal night. I asked him where he lived and he told me he was only around the corner.When we went back inside his friends were ready to leave. His friends said J u ready to leave, he looked at me and said yes and told me to make sure I come. We finished our drink and i thought fuck it let me go and meet him. So I pulled up outside his house and knocked on the door, he answered. I got to his at 11.00pm, he asked me to come in and i went in. No one else was there, he told me that the guys had just left. I said that was good timing.We sat down and he pulled me closer and we started to kiss. We started off slowly and gently and then the kissing got harder and it actually felt like we were eating each other. We were searching for each other's tongues and once we found them we started using tonguesHis hands moved under my dress and my pussy was aching for his cock.He took my hand and we went upstairs to his bedroom on got on his bed.We started kissing again, and i unzipped his jeans. Wow his cock was huge, I wanted it. He was sucking my tits, my body was on fire. We turned into the 69 position and he was licking me out whilst I sucked on his cock. He made me come twice. We then turned back round so our heads were facing each other and he fingered me so hard whist I wanked his cock. It actually hurt but felt so bloody amazing. I came again.He then got on top of me and out a condom on, I started to rub his cock on my pussy. Teasing him, he was trying to push his cock in me but I was adamant that I was gona decide when he went in me. I was thinking about how i wished u were there watching this magic and how much pleasure I was going through. Then I decided to let him in i couldn't hold it anymore. At 11.45 he went in me. He went deep and slow in me, and started off slowly then he went crazy. He was fucking me so hard it hurt but I didn't want it to stop so I let him carry on. He then bent me over and fucked me from behind. He then got back on top of me and again started fucking me slow and deep. I could feel he was gona come. God how i wished he didn't have a condom on and i could feel him come in me. He came in me and just stayed inside me. In total I came another 3 times, a total of 6 times in the space of an hour and a half. I felt so relaxed and chilled, like everything had come out. At this point I did feel a little guilty about sissy, I gave him a kiss and said I had to leave. I left at about 12.30amMe and hubby since sorted ourselves out and made up but he has no idea about that night. Part of me loves the secrecy but a small part of me does feel guilty.