When I was a young Latin Boy and another day on th

When I was a young Latin Boy and another day on thWhen I was a Young Latin BoyI was once that Latin boy with soulful brown eyes and a very playfulness about me, that many daddy types loved, there's a funny fact for you.. When I went to juvenile hall the firs time, I was put in a co-ed unit. When we took showers the boys had to wait for the girls to finish. All week I kept hearing how I walked with a switch. Well the night before I got out, I got a shower roll with girls underwear in it. Only they were too big for me. Something had happened to where they didn't come to my door. I waited till graveyard to call the guard. Well when they did count I wasn't ready and I was looking at my walk. I only had the underwear on and I was looking back over my shoulder in the mirror. So as I'm looking in the mirror a flashlight passes. I go to the door and this old fat guy with dirty blond hair asked what I was doing a minute ago. I told him I had underwear that didn't fit and could I get some that did. He said he had to call a female guard to do it. I didn't know why, but when she came she told me to give her the pair and I had on. When I did she saw I was a boy and told me the man, he has to do it. Then she told him I'm a boy. When she left he said he though I was a girl. Anyways, when I heard that I know I had something. I soon learned that only a few cared. Most had more fun with the young boys. Now it's the opposite. Why do you thing that is? Another difference between now and then is now hard it was finding daddy types. More said no than those who did say yes. The ones who did is how I found others. Now that I'm older I know why then refused when I was younger. So that just makes me appreciate those who didn't ignore me. If only I know then what I know now. Maybe there would of been more. As fun as it sounds; with them it felt more like love. Even when it was more than one. They all said they loved me and even showed me how to do things back to them. These days it's different. Those greeting it back aren't a lot, and only a couple have mentioned love. Don't get me wrong--it's fun as hell just couldn't help but to notice the difference. Do you think I'm weird or strange for that? Is there something wrong with me? Am I confused? Or am I just hard wired different? I think I'm perfectly fine. People who reject me said I was a confused little boy. Truth be told, when they said that I got confused. I wasn't confused until they said I was. Confused about what? Did you have to experience any of this in your life? I think back and reminisce as I share my life with you and just wonder. Every bit of me is thankful too. Those crack heads took my spirit from me and I won! I won with the help of those who accepted me and showed me I was loved and loving. That meant more to me than anything else. They cared when My Mom didn't. For that I didn't want to disappoint them and always did what they asked of me. Did you know I even tried to talk to a Catholic Father during a confession, and he blew me off. Where is this all coming from you might ask. I was going to enroll in a class her so I asked about it and people told me the lady that teaches it is biased.. That she won't accept your point or opinion about anything. You basically just take what she says as being the only answer. When I heard that I didn't sign up. You already know how I feel about being labeled a victim, or saying those who loved me didn't and they were abusing me.. Not going to happen. I refuse to accept that.Anyway, I spent some time with the two bears again. They asked if I'd be interested in meeting a friend of theirs. Only I have to go with them and never alone. After all my questions it turns out they ran their mouth about me during a game of cribbage. I told them I'd only meet him up at the law library not in his cell. So we'll see who this is later. both asked if I could stop by their cell later and I declined. Not wanting to make enemies I said, Maybe later on. It was just bad timing. I left giving a date and time so they wouldn't be mad. My neighbor is still holding out. At the gym he acts like he don't know, but when no one is around he'll say stuff. When he left told him it wasn't a show. It was to show you I wasn't lying. Then came someone I knew named Cooper, and they went off to the side. Probably taking about me. I left then at it. Later on I told the neighbor I should've never admitted it to him or tell him to watch me. I was sorry if I crossed the line. He said I didn't do anything wrong. It's just that he prefers being in a relationship and living with that person. Didn't see that coming! We talked and basically he accepted that I won't stop having fun. He has an open invite if he gets the urge. Since then he now showers naked. It's to see, but it's only that. he keeps asking for big booty pictures too. They did a lot of bed moves recently. Out of 6 guys that came I knew 1 of them. On tier where I sell the photos he came over. He bought some and so did his celly. We talked a little and said his celly likes me. Supposedly some one told him about me. etc etc Yeah right. I told him I'd see them tomorrow sometime. Maybe that's exactly what I need to do. Get some new white boy dick? That's always fun.Hey! When I was a teenager and way before I knew what was what I was scared of white guys. Cops, CPS and everyone like that was white. Boy was I wrong. Of course being young every dick looked huge. Now a day they don't. And it doesn't really matter either. What matters is they work and keep working.Some of them found a lot out about me and some of what I have been up to. There's talk by a few of the fellows that I have had 2 dicks in my ass at the same time and that's one thing I'll be asked to do, if this party come off. Long story short is what they want is to gang bang me and leave me covered in cum. That's what he said. Always with a dick in my mouth and ass. I agree, it would be worth the money. The other guy looked surprised and said all his guys wanted was some one on one action with me dressed like a girl with a couple wanting to get fucked by me while I'm getting fucked. Others want to suck my dick while I'm getting fucked, but the majority is one on one. I said sure! Why not this isn't so hard to do. Both of them stood up and told me that I was great and they didn't believe it at first. In fact one said he thought I was a prank till he saw me and how I agreed to it. I asked what he meant by "saw me" and he said to look at my shirt. I looked down and I had cum stains on it, Then I said Oh! Okay! He adjusted himself, paused and whispered something to his buddy.. Then he turned to me and asked if I wanted to help them with their hardons. I looked towards their waist and they both pulled their dicks out. Both about 6 to 7 inches, smooth and thick with pointed heads. Around here we call that a standard white boy issue. Anyways, I got on my knees and started sucking both dicks back and forth. Then I said we can finish faster if one of you gets behind me.. One did and he didn't last long. He came on my ass, thighs and legs. The other gook his dick away from my mouth and get behind me. He gave it to me too! By that time he was ready to cum we were standing with me bent forward. He told me when he says now to turn around quick and drop to my knees. He said how and I did what he said then followed his cum hitting my face and open mouth.. When he was gone he looked at me and said Damm that shit was HOT.. you really are who they say you are. Sheesh! I needed that. Thank you. I told him no thank you. Maybe we could do it again sometime. Both said sure and left. I cleaned myself up and out of no where I just started laughing. I can't believe I'm goingto get paid for something they could have gotten for free. I did spend time with the two bears. Actually enjoyed it and no mess to clean up. I laid on their bed on my back with my head tilted off the edge and got face fucked while the other one lifted my legs put a sock on my dick and jacked me off while he fucked me. I came first. I don't know when he came in my ass because I was focused on it going down my throat. He pushed his dick as far in my mouth and throat as he could and just opened up. When I lifted my head up the other bear was cleaning me with the sock. When he was done he said I could get dress now. I did and asked if everything was ok. Both said yes and asked if Later on would be willing to let them do more, I said sure! I need to slow down a little and maybe connect with some. I tend to get in the moment and all I want is to be fucked hard, fast and for a long time. I need to back off a little and make it last, I have always had friends that wanted it fast, just walk up and get it and that was it and it was finished, I need to slow down a bit.