10 Inch Cock Sucker

10 Inch Cock SuckerI was in my mid 30's, recently divorced and because of my fear of relationship and overly active obsession with sex had found myself alone jerking off with the computer more than I liked. As I mentioned in my first story I would get into a sexual relationships with woman, they would start wanting more than I wanted and I would end it. In my down time I started fucking around with men. There was no intimacy about it. No emotions, no concerns about relationship, it was purely about getting off. I guess because of the way I am wired, I like getting people off as much as I like getting off myself. It is a powerful feeling of control when you make someone cum. And making a basically straight guy cum, for someone who has never had any interest in men other than for getting off, it is even more intense. Having control of their most private physical act, the secrecy of it....mmmmm.... It is pretty fucking powerful.I had been with 1 other guy at this point. The first one was the guy in my first story. I, after a weeks long seduction fucked him like a rag doll. It was me who was seduced. I was hooked. The sex was intense. I began spending Escort a lot of time fantasizing my next scenario. I wanted to throat a big cock. I had been practicing on bananas and dildoes since I had become obsessed with cock.Actually, I had been sucking cock shaped objects for years before I had ever considered even looking at gay porn. It was a curiosity I couldn't resist.I found a young guy with a fat 10 inch cock on Craigslist who was looking for humiliation and BDSM stuff. That isn't my thing but I wanted that cock. I basically lied to him to get down his pants. He came over my house on a weekday around 1 with a backpack full of bondage implements that I had no interest in. I mostly disappointed myself with this guy. I could have played his game but I was so focused on what I wanted, I just used him for my purpose. He walked in the front door and I closed it behind him. I told him to put down his bag and I undid his pants and took his glorious cock in my hand. It was huge and I dropped to my knees and started sucking him. I was in fantasy land.I had him strip out of his clothes and lay on the hardwood floor. I was fully clothed. Escort Bayan For me, this was all about throating this big dick. My getting off was entirely secondary. Maybe his being naked on the floor in the foyer of a strange house was humiliating enough to keep him interested... What do I know about humiliation! I turned myself so I was beside him in what would be a variation of a 69 position so there was hope of getting that fat cock down my throat. I worked on his cock sucking him out to full 10 inches of fat glory, I had him in the back of my mouth just before my throat and with one push I went for it, there was a tight squeeze at the top of my throat and my face fell right down into his balls. His feet came off the floor and his toes curled as he moaned "Oh God". I was pleased with myself. I did it. I could feel his cock in the middle of my chest. My practice payed off. I went up and down on him for a bit, eyes watering, nose running, no choking or gagging to speak of, I was a cock sucker. I was good at it. He was so wet at slippery I took a break and started stroking that cock with my hand. I squeezed it tight and jerked Bayan Escort him off. He was so worked up I finished him off just like that, stroking it out of him with my hand. He shot a strong load all over himself. I grabbed him a towel and threw it on his limp body. I knew it really wasn't what he came over for so I told him, "at least you got to cum" I don't remember him saying one word the whole time he was there, which couldn't have been more than 10 minutes. He got dressed, grabbed his bag and out the door he went. I stood on the porch looking around hoping none of my neighbors saw him coming and going. I was pretty paranoid of anyone knowing I had become a cock sucker slut now that I was single. I was pretty sure no one would understand. No one would believe it... Next invasive thought enters my mind.... Why didn't you swallow that load? What would it be like to swallow while it is down my throat? If I was all the way down on his big fat cock when he came I wouldn't even have to swallow, he was practically in my stomach already...My next obsession... Can I take the load in my throat?Years after these sexual landmark events in my life I wonder, events that I have pondered for years, does he remember any of it? Does he remember the guy who took his 10 inch cock down to the root making his toes curl in ecstasy?The tales of a recovering sex addict, looking for a relapse...