My older lover, Ben.

My older lover, Ben.Ben was my first. I was much younger than him. I had never even been with a girl yet, but there I was sucking Bens huge cock, swallowing his thick cum and even taking him in my virgin, tight ass. (I wrote about Ben here twice before, if you want to know how I got to this)I can't say if I was seduced by him or not, maybe I wanted him first, I don't know. I also don't know if I was in love with him or if I just loved the sex. I do know that every chance I got, I'd ride my bike to his house under the disguise that I was helping him with his yard work. My parents never knew what I was really doing over there. Ben was very handsome. Big and muscular, he was much larger and older than me and it was very erotic to be taken by him. It was also very empowering for me also. I liked that I could bring him to thundering orgasms, make his whole body shake and leave him wanting me even more. He could also be very gentle and loving too. He could bring me to the brink of orgasm, then ease off, over and over again. Then make him cum in his mouth as he swallowed and milked every drop from me. I loved to explode in his mouth. The first time time I was with him, he ended up straddling my chest and making me suck him, then jerked off into my mouth. This had become a regular thing for us. I think he liked the power and to be honest, I liked the helpless feeling also. I also loved having full access to his glorious full ball sack and cock. Licking, sucking his balls was a huge turn on for me and I loved to bury my face into him, then licking and running my lips along the length of his shaft, It was after one of these encounters that things changed for us.Ben liked to have me watch man on man porn with him. He had just cum on my face and in my mouth, he was now laying down next to me stroking my cock as we watched. I savored the taste of him, his thick cum coated my lips and the insides of my mouth. I wiped the rest of his cum off my face and rubbed it on my chest and nipples. Ben said, "I like this part, watch it" then he went down on me. His large wet, mouth engulfed my erect cock and sent shivers through my body. Sensing my building orgasm, he eased off and just licked the tip, again he said, "watch" The scene on the screen was of three men, well, two men and a younger guy. The younger guy was taking one cock in his ass and sucking off the other one. Ben looked to see if I was watching the porno, then dove back down on me making me cum. Wave after wave of pleasure flooded my senses as I filled his mouth with my semen. Ben climbed back up to me and kissed me. I kissed him back. He looked into my eyes and then we both opened our mouths and kissed eachother deeply and passionately. Ben then asked if I wanted to try what I had watched in the porno. Maybe I wanted to please him, maybe I just wanted more cock. Either way, I answered, "Yes, if you want me to."The next weekend, I went to Bens as usual, this time however, we were not alone. Ben introduced me to his friend Kamal. Kamal was about Bens age, well built and handsome also. Ben said Kamal would like to join us if that ok. I could feel my cock begin to stiffen in my shorts as I answered, "ok." Ben then said, "let's go to my room" and I felt Kamals hand on the small of my back. His touch sent shock waves of electricity through me. Part of me was scared, part of me was thrilled with anticipation. Ben told me to sit down on the edge of the bed and I did. Kamal then stood in front of me and Ben said, "take his cock out." I felt precum begin to leak out of my throbbing erection. I did as I was told, but ran my hands up his thighs first, brushing against his bulge. Kamal head rocked back and I heard an, "oh" escape his lips. Maybe I was the one in control here! I undid his pants and slid them down. Kamal cock sprang out right in front of my face. He was much lighter skinned than Ben and was uncircumcised. I'd never seen an uncut cock before and after the shock subsided, i began to lick the barely exposed tip. Kamal reached down and pulled the skin back, showing me his full head. I replaced his hand with mine and pulled the skin back again and took the head in my mouth, I was drooling at this point and my siliva quickly covered his cock and balls. His cock stiffened in my mouth as I sucked him passionately. I didn't even notice that Ben had undressed and was now standing next to Kamal. With his hard cock in his hand, Ben grapped my head and turned my face towards him. I immediately and happily began to blow him also. I reached up and took Kamals cock in my hand and continued to stroke him, then with my other hand reached up and began to stroke Ben also. There I sat, one big cock in each hand. I took turns sucking from one cock to the other and I again felt another wave of precum leak from my cock, I felt as if I was going to cum. I wanted them both to come also. I wanted them both to come in my mouth. They had other ideas.When they pulled away from me, I was disappointed but then quickly realized there was more to come. Ben said for me to get undressed and I ripped my clothes of and got unto the bed. Maybe by luck, maybe by instinct, I was on all fours on the bed. Kamal stood back at the edge and offered me his cock and I happily went back to sucking him. I made a show of it too. I arched my back and made passionate moaning and "mmmmmm" sounds. I then felt Bens hands on my ass cheeks and I arched again to give him access. He pulled my cheeks apart and dove his tongue into me. More precum leaked from my cock. I think Kamal was close to cumming because he pulled his cock from my mouth and forced my mouth onto his balls. The joke was on him though because I had grown to love men's balls. I hungrily licked and sucked them. I wasn't ready when Ben replaced his tongue with his lubed up cock and drove into me. I yelled out in pain. Although Ben had been fucking me pretty regular by now it wasn't his whole cock and it wasn't all at once! I tried moving away, but Ben grabbed my hips and pulled me back onto him and Kamal grapped my head and pressed his cock against my face. After afew moments of rocking back and forth with each thrust of Bens cock, the pain was replaced by erotic ecstasy. I was there fuck toy and I began to love it. Overcome with lust I took Kamals cock back in my mouth and shoved as much as I could as deep as I could. Kamal then took the lead and held my head as he fucked my mouth with quick long thrusts. Kamal came first, with his head and body rocking and shaking back and forth, he flooded my mouth his his hot semen. He tasted different than Ben but I loved it and quickly swallowed to accept more of his cum. Ben was now thrusting hard into me and I could feel him deep inside when when he came also. I moved back and forth now, moving my hole back onto Bens cumming cock and then forward moving my mouth down Kamals cumming cock. As there orgasms subsided and they both pulled out of me, I decided to show them my appreciation with a show. I layed back on the bed and began to moan as I stroked my cock. They both stood frozen watching me as I stroked myself with one had and rubbed my chest and nipples with the other. I quickly shot my load across my stomach and chest and as I continued to moan and wiggle like a little slut. I scoped up some of my cum with my fingers and closed my eyes as I brought it up to my mouth. I licked and tasted my own cum as it mixed in my mouth with Kamals. I smiled and made an, "mmmmmm" sound. Next think I know Ben and Kamal are both climbing onto the bed next to me.Thats a story for another time.